Hospital:
So once again, I have been in and out of doctor's offices and emergency rooms, been poked at (and missed) multiple times, been tearful and hopeful, heard the good news and bad news, had CT scans and ultrasounds, and am tired of it all. Long story short, they weren't sure what was going on about 2 weeks ago. I have been having horrible pain in my right lower abdomen area. They thought it was my appendix or had a small ruptured ovarian cyst but couldn't figure out why I was having this horrible pain. in the process of searching for an answer on the right they found a large ovarian cyst on the left, twice the size of my ovary. I was sent to an OB Surgeon who just wanted to take out my ovaries and we immediately went for a second opinion from another doctor. We found that the ovary on the left is only getting bigger and I was scheduled for surgery. He is hoping that while in surgery to remove the cyst on the left that he may be able to see a reason for the pain on the right. He thinks that it is endometriosis and that if it is it will be easily removed as well. There is a chance that I could lose an ovary with the size and placement of the cyst on the left but he is very hopeful that he will just be able to remove it safely. I am just ready for the pain and the fear of the unknown to be over!! Surgery is TODAY and I am anxious and very nervous. This isn't just some wisdom teeth surgery. This is my precious cargo and my future we're talking about here! I hope and pray that all goes well and I will give an update on how it goes. I'm staying positive!!
Moving:
I have moved home and hoping that its not for too long. I loved where I lived but I was just never there and decided to move home and save some money. Well I thought I'd be saving money but I haven't been able to work and have a load of medical bills now. I guess I was meant to move home for a reason. I just wish it was a different reason than this. But still...staying positive!
Love:
He has been at my side throughout everything that has been going on. I couldn't ask for anything more from him. He has made sure I am well taken care of and in good hands. He brought me treats to the hospital, stayed there by my side for hours, rushed to get me a grilled cheese the second I made a nasty face while eating their nasty lunch haha, brought me wedding magazines and any magazine with a Kardashian on the cover, got me my favorite ice cream and brought me home with an ice cream cake for my parents that said "It's A Girl" haha my parents thought it was pretty funny! He has come to every appointment with me, recorded me every time they draw my blood so I can laugh and see what a baby I am after, comforted me through my tears and reassures me that everything will all be okay, and is constantly making sure I have everything I need and that I'm feeling okay all day every day! I am so in love with the most amazing man. I am one lucky girl to have him by my side!
February:
I love this month of love! Yes, this month includes Valentines Day but that day is not all this month is about. It's a whole month of love, being in love, loving the things around you. I have many things to love this year.
I love my family and appreciate them being there for me through everything going on.
I love Him more than he could ever know and couldn't ask for anything better.
I love my friends and the good times we have every time we get together.
I love my plans for my future.
I love being in love.
I hope you all have something to love this month.
Enjoy being in love and don't take that love for granted.
Happy Love Month
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