Thursday, October 22, 2009

What I'm looking forward to...

I realized tonight that there are many things that I'm looking forward to in my life. These are some of those things...
I'm looking forward to:
-HaLLoWeEn DaY!! I can't wait to dress up! It's my favorite!!
-The moment my ear comes unplugged!!
-The day I graduate from Dental Hygiene School.
-The next time me and my BFFFFFFF get to spend a whole night laughing and making more memories & INSIDE JOKES together!
-The day I get to see you again! You really don't live that far away, yet it's been so hard to get out there to see you :( It will happen soon...
-The day I get my new laptop.
-The day I'm told I don't have to come back to see the doctor for at least 6 months!!
-The day I get married and get to pick out my ring and plan my wedding.
-The next time my entire family gathers for a birthday, HOLIDAY, or family dinner. I love my family!
-The next time I have a mommy/daughter day! I love those!!
-The day I find out that I will be starting a family of my own (I know that is looking a little far into the future but I'm still so excited for that day)!
-The day I completely forget about YOU and how YOU treated me for so long!!
-The next time I get to spend a butt load of MONEY on tons of new clothes!
-The day my credit card is paid off...
-The day my friends come home from living so far away! Come home already, I miss you!!
-The day my family is reunited as our whole family and we get to see our little brother Max again and be with him for eternity.
-The next time I get to go to the beach and enjoy the sound of the waves rolling in & the smell of the ocean!
-The next time my younger siblings and I get in SOME SORT of food fight in the middle of dinner! hahahaha
-The day I get to teach my kids how to ride a bike or be excited with them when they lose their first tooth!
-The day my friends and I laugh so HARD we're crying!
-The next time I get to rock out to my favorite song in the car!!
-The day I become FAMOUS...I'm determined this will all just miraculously happen!
-The day I learn my left from right without having to hold up both hands.

There are so many things I am looking forward to in my life and I can't wait for them to happen!! This list may be added to in the future...

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Dear Me,

You need to slow down your life a little bit and enjoy what you have now. Stop thinking and worrying about your future, or at least what you don't have control over. You have a great life and you need to enjoy it!

-Enjoy
your new car! It is your princess car and you know its worth the money because you got your princess key, your SPARKLY white princess paint AND your screen that welcomes you every time you get in your car. Enjoy that!

-Enjoy
the time spent with your best friend who makes you laugh super hard, especially when you JUMP out of her closet with your hand in a bowl of ice water (because you were sMaRt enough to grab the plugged in straightener 4 hours earlier) and scare the crap out of her haha! Enjoy that!

-Enjoy
the time spent with your family because they are the ones who will always be there for you and love you...even though when you are with them things fly at you in 3-D and they still love you anyways. Enjoy that!

-Enjoy those late nights with your friends who you haven't seen since graduation as you laugh so hard all night that your stomach hurts the next morning when you wake up. Enjoy that!

-Enjoy going to work everyday and be grateful that you have a job that you love! You love the relationships you have with the people you work with and with the patients you work on. Enjoy that!

-Enjoy the late night phones calls with him. Be happy he is still an IMPORTANT PART of your life. One you can call a best friend & can always go to for anything. Enjoy that!

-Enjoy the memories of summer and the countless hours spent with your friends you became so close to. They became your sisters and the ones you told everything to! A summer like that will never happen again but will always be looked back on as "tHe bEsT suMmeR eVer"! Enjoy that!

-Enjoy your new purse and stop worrying that it is going to break or that all the DIAMONDS on it are going to fall off! They probably will, but that just means you get to go buy a new one! You worked hard for that purse! Enjoy it!

-Enjoy and appreciate the doctors and nurses who you still continue to see every week. They poke you with NEEDLES because they are only trying to help you figure out WHY you still don't feel good. TRY to enjoy that!

-Enjoy spending your money on DESIGNER JEANS, shoes, and purses, because I hear you don't get to take any of that with you to heaven, so enjoy that now!

-Enjoy trying on HALLOWEEN costumes with your closest friends at Blue Boutique. Some of those moments while trying on those slutty, yet HUMOROUS costumes might never be repeated ha ha ha! Enjoy that and spending a ridiculous amount of money on that costume!!

-Enjoy being you! You shouldn't want to change or be something you're not. Don't hope for things NOW that will happen at the right moment...if they are meant to be. You are you and people love you for it. Enjoy that!

Love, Me