Change

Dear Life,
     Many changes are about to take place with you. Changes that I'm not sure how the outcome will be. I am very happy with you but I am terrified at the same time. I am very happy with the people that are a part of you, especially one. That one person has been the best change for you so far and has helped keep me calm and stay positive. I hope to keep that person around for a very long time cause I have never been happier. But I am very afraid of the unknown. Especially the unknown part of where I am going to move to...what friends are going to still be a part of you...what road we're on...will I still remain happy?? It's very hard to explain how I feel about you. I don't think I have ever been so happy and nervous and scared all at the same time. Understand that I try to live you the best that I can. I try to do things that make me happy to be living you. I know you are an unknown journey and no one can predict how you will turn out, but can't I have a hint? I am lost, excited, nervous, saddened, but happy. I am losing a lot in you but hope to be gaining even more. Friendships, jobs, heartache, and worldly things will all come and go. Just know that I am doing everything I can to stay positive and lead you in the right direction.

Love,
Me